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1smut_princess
24 September 2009 @ 04:44 pm
Zapatillas (slippers)
Cosmetic bag
2 bras
Pair of jeans
2 pairs of shoes
Body shaper thingy (gotta look good for dem Spanish boys n'girls...hmmhmm!)
Space bags
ChicStar basket (dres, top, skirt, jacket - all less than 150! wootwoot!)
Umbrella
Dreamsack
I probably should check to see how much another pair of glasses may cost *winces*
Get my hair done
Pedicure
Powercord adapter
New toothbrush!
Razor heads
Soap (milk and honey bar for my uber sensitive skin)
Another wig? Nah nvm....
 
 
1smut_princess
17 September 2009 @ 01:08 am

Okay I need to complie a list of things to do, to be aware of, and to stear away from in Spain. As well as things I need to pack/bring....

So, anyone who knows Europe or Spain, assistance would be much appreciated.

My list so far is:

To Pack: 
1)  Snowworthy trenchcoat
2) plain black military trenchcoat (yes I've got two - hey I lived in Canada for almost two years m'kay?)
3) 10 pairs of undies
4) 4 bras
6) 4 sets of jammies
7) bathrobe
8) 5 pairs of pants
9) 2 skirts
10) 2 dresses
11) 1 bathingsuit
12) 2 hoodies
12) 2 sweaters
13) 10 shirts
14) 4 clubbing shirts
15) Flat iron
16) Shampoo/Hair masque
17) meds for 3 months
18) makeup (eyeliner pots, eyeshadow pots, couple lipglosses, couple lipsticks, foundation, brush set, few pairs of eyelashes)
19) 2 wigs and the brushes
20) 3 pairs of shoes (1 walking, 1 everyday, 1 "fuck me")
21) 1 indoor/outdoor jacket (midweight)
22) Hiar gadgets (headbands and a couple clips, and bobbypins)
23) Brush and comb
24) 2 queen size flatsheets and baby blankie
25) Laptop
26) PSP (and 3 game cartridges)
27) iPod and Kikx
28) Perfume
29) Negligee?
30) Unmetionable girly device
31) My brain and plenty of space bags
32) Passport and ID
33) Knee highs and stockings
34) Plug converter and powerstrip!
35) Towels

I'm goin' to three cities and it'll be in the winter. So around December I'm gonna be in Madrid for a month, possibly a month and a half (haven't picked my Intercambrio program family yet), 2-3 weeks in Barcelona, and 2-3 weeks in Malaga. Madrid's at a higher elevation so it'll be cooler - oh wait I remembered somethin' to add to list *goes up and adds #33 and 34* - and Barcelona is coastal so it's a biiiit warmer, and then Malaga is southerly and very warm comparatively. Hence the bathing suit. Oh wait... A towel or two, families don't always provide them and besides -  I'm not sure I want a towel that other peoples booties have been on frequently.
I have this massively cool suitcase called a "double decker" that has a top half lengthwise that unzips completely from the bottom half so you can pack it like it's two suitcases. Plus, unlike most luggage I've had, the zippers are uber reinforced (my Sampsonites are only 3 years old and are utter pieces of shite, the big one's zipper broke the first time I used it!) and the nylon is nothin' to laugh at either. Not only that, but the suitcase itself, all accutramond included weighs less than 6lbs. leaving me more weight to play with before I'm charged by the airlines. My whole thing is, is this: one of the airlines is gonna charge one way or another for the suitcase - either it'll be too heavy or they just charge for the suitcase anyway - so I may as well take one great piece of luggage and a decent sized carryon. Who knows how small the place I'll be staying at is, and why would I want to clutter up what little I may have with excess luggage? I'll be using spacebags for everything soft that goes in it, so that I can bring chatchkas back from Spain plus, my friend Ash tells me that I'll want to do some serious shoppin' while I'm there. Later on this week I'll be testing the capacity of my suitcase and I"ll let ya'll know what I think,

Now, the second list is this - what the hell am I supposed to expect when I get there? I know it'll be somethin' of a culture shock, even though I'm open minded and have known people from all over.

1) If a dude grabs my butt, just ignore it (normally I'd turn around and beat the tar outta the guy, but I know it's cultural in some places - Italian guys pinch, Spanish guys grab - personally I'd prefer the grab)
2) Everything is covered in olive oil (that means I'll hafta be careful what I eat - I'm not allowed to have much fats cuz of the gallbladder thing)
3) "Ethnic" foods are my friends - as in non-Spanish food will save me from having a screaming/moaning/whimpering/painful gallbladder attack
4) Even in the bad areas, Spanish cities got nothin' on the States - way safer, so don't try and whup ass when I don't gotta
5) Resturantes are actually open late, meaning I really can get decent food at times when I'm actually up
6) Don't try and shop between like noon and 4pm - they have a very extended lunch, and siestas are more myth than fact, but that doesn't mean that they don't super chill out
7) They know I'm a tourist cuz I'll probably be alone, Spaniards and expaits have a group of friends they do pretty much everythin' with
8) People will come up to me to tell me I'm pretty - just smile and nod
9) Just because El Mucho Guapo is tellin' me that I'm "bonita" and "hermosa" and any other word for pretty/hot/lovely/sexy does not necessairly mean he's hittin' on me. They talk to their family that way too! (Ash says they get alotta tourist pooney that way too btw...)
10) Coffee is not a meal time treat *whimpers* unless it's breakfast
11) Olive oil olive oil olive oil - everywhere......
12) Piercings are okay! Franco was recent, so many in my age group are "enjoying" their freedom, so aww yeah baby - pierced and inked boys here I come!

Any other things, culturally or bring along wise, would be helpful.... Hell it was helpful for me to just make this list. Otherwise I may try and remember everythin' at once all by my lonesome!
 
 
Current Location: San Antonio
Current Mood: Wheee!
Current Music: Goteki - Who's The Mummy?
 
 
1smut_princess
07 September 2009 @ 03:36 am
Oh la di la di la di daaa! *sings happily* I go to Spain, I go to Spain! Fin-a-reakin-ally! Cheap flights, good intercambio/homestay programmes, and visas oh my!
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Current Mood: *running around happy*
Current Music: Miss Construction - Konsprodukt
 
 
1smut_princess
23 April 2009 @ 01:58 am


...The worst news - is that apparently I'm a lying, cheating whore, who manipulates everything/one around me into doing my will.
According to Chuck.
Which has now led to me being banned from one of my favorite places to go *shrugs* but I'm only here for another month what do I care? I care that one of my friends chose to believe Chuck over me because he (the friend in question) didn't want to think that someone could say/do the things Chuck said/did. Because they were horrible. He wanted/wants to believe that it's better that I made some fucked up shit about stuff rather than what was said - because he's afraid that Chuck was right in his reasoning for making the threats he did. *shrugs* Look, Chuck wanted to play the song of pain/lies/agression/destruction and plucked strings.
I did my best to silence and prevent that song from being played.
And when it was? I sought to silence it.
Now - if my friends wish to listen, then so be it - there's nothing else I can do. And that's fine. I went above and beyond what was required of me, and so I'm being penalized. It just makes me sad that they want to listen to something like that. To someone like that.
Whatever.
Now - onto the bad news!
My birthday was both crap and not crap. I didn't get my pressies from Chuck - that he'd already bought for me I may add - because he decided to be a manipulative asshat. And I didn't get to go to club.
At least - not gothnite. I did get to go to the U.C. (University Club) which is the gay/lesbian/bi/whateverthefuckyoulike club.... On DRAG NIGHT
I got accosted by Lady Pearl (DragQueen extrodinaire - think Divine, not like RuPaul) who asked me what the hell I'd done ot my hair. My answer? "A pastel rainbow puked on me." She liked it, and so didn't razz me the rest of the night, at least not like she does with everyone else. I had fun.

Good news!
I had fun on my bday despite bullshit drama!
Oh! And I also did a photoshoot with my friend KT. My first one ever - so be kind about the pickies. It was also impromptu.
Oh heck, just go to my gallery, http://pics.livejournal.com/1smut_princess/gallery/0000q2w7 to see the rest of them. Well there's only five that I uploaded, there's actually like 80-100 picks from the actual 'shoot. Most of them are bein' submitted for other things. So the five I uploaded are just my faves from the leftovers...I'l
 

Photoshoot! )
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Current Location: Think Tank with Eyeore
Current Mood: I had me 2 redheaded sluts
Current Music: Assemblage 23 - Cocoon
 
 
1smut_princess
24 March 2009 @ 04:35 pm
I'm basically w/o interwebs when at Chucks, and yes, I'm still sorta oddly with him. We've got some weird psuedo-relationship, and yes it's annoying, frustrating etc. But come May I'm moving to San Antonio, Texas it looks like. So, I'll soak up all the good stuff, ignore the frustrating, and then write him off forever. He fucked up and is gonna miss out - oh fuckin' wells.
 
 
1smut_princess
03 March 2009 @ 09:24 am


Okay, y'know what? I'm not some boy-crazy girl. Nope, no sireee! But from what I'm about to say - I coulda fooled ya, huh? Yeah. Boys. Men. I hate them, I like them, but my god they make me irritated.
....
....
Okay, there was Grant - I liked him, hell I was pretty much in love with him (I so do not fall in love easily, and to tell the truth - I still have feelings for his dumbass), but his head was so far up his butt that if I wanted to pull it out (and I did and part of me still does) I'd have to do more than just reach up there to grab it. I'd have to nab a set of spelunking gear, climb up there, dig around looking for his head (which may never be found even then) and once I've got a hold of it - somehow yank it down and out to the real world. I know a lost cause when it hits me upside the head, thankyouverymuch. So - I struck him off my list when it became apparent that my efforts would be entirely in vain.
Doesn't mean I don't ache every time he and I come into contact, doesn't mean I don't hope he somehow gets his head outta his ass and gets a good, emotionally fulfilling life and y'know - all that.

*clears throat*So, you'd think that I'd be safe after this yes?
Wrong, nope, oh sooo wrong.

Okay, meet a boy at Acension (the club I frequent, it's very small, most everyone knows each other etc and we're mostly all friends, or at least frienamies) and okay, he's not all that good looking, but he's not all that bad looking. Personally if he weren't a goth, and weren't a g33kus maximus (and yes, he's so geeky it must be spelled with two '3's, which is the sort of thing I've always found impossibly endearing) he'd be extremely unattractive to me. But he simply reeks of "I play D&D, own all consoles known to man, and read webcomics, go to Cons, dress up for Cons, hell make my own costumes for Cons, and I read extensively" and that just makes him.... I dunno why... but... like... hot to me. I like men with brains. I like men with brains that're somewhere near the size of my own. I mean for fucks sake - he's a nuclear physicist! Does this not scream "I'm shy, somewhat socially inept, please cuddle and love the l334 g33k" to you? 
Okay, so he throws woo my way.
Not just a little woo - we're talkin' "Lemme woo you and let's have babies" woo. The "I want you to meet my Catholic Cuban mother, and my Jewish father" kinda woo. The "Let's snuggle and I shall then feed you handmade chcoolates that I made just for you" woo. The "I shall sacrifice my physical comfort for you, and you can steal all the blankets, use me as a pillow, and crank the AC down to 65F so that the bodyheat I radiate does not leave you in a puddle, and go ahead, glomp onto me all night long, put my neck, shoulder, and hip outta joint" sort of woo. The "I shall let you do humilating things to me - like put a purple tiara on my head, and make me play with your two year old neice" kind of woo.
He calls me up in the middle of the night to make sure I've eaten. He texts me to find out if I need a hug. He calls to tell me he was thinking about me, and wondering what I thought of some game. I can go over to his place day or night, and tell him I just wanted to poke him, do so, and leave. I steal his clothes. He tells me I'm beautiful.
.....
.....
Everyone thinks he's my boyfriend - and it's not simply because of how I act(ed).
I thought for once, for once things might be okay. That I might be safe. That the fact that I cared about him wouldn't be turned down or away. That the fact that I'm not built like a cheerleader wouldn't be a hinderance.
 

Continued )


 

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Current Location: In My Almost Very Comfy Bed
Current Mood: *needing a special pillow*
Current Music: Wumpscut - Longing
 
 
1smut_princess
12 February 2009 @ 09:05 am

So some people've been curious about the sort of stuff I do when not writing fanfic. Now, mostly one shouldn't put passages of things that're gonna get published in the future, but hey - since when does that sorta shite stop me? So yes, here's an excerpt in it's rawest format for an anthology bound story. And if you use it, I'll hunt you down with wild wildebeasts to eat your intestines. No really - I'll just sic my friend Jamie on ya, that'll be scary enough.
But lemme know what ya'll think 'bout it, I'd love to hear what ya'll's take on it is.

Author’s Note: So what happens when you take a minor writing hiatus on a character, hear a song in a club, then all you can do is think “Hey, this reminds me of such and so, so damn much…” then you forget about it for a good long while. Then the song comes up on your playlist and again you’re reminded of a certain fictional someone.

Yeah, at a place I frequent with my friends every Friday a song came on and I’ll tell ya – the only thing I could think about was Norren. I couldn’t get the image outta my head of him spitting in someone’s face outta my head. I know, unpleasant image, but nonetheless it seemed to just work. From that this story was born. For informational purposes, the song was by Combichrist and it’s called ‘This Is My Rifle’. Yeah. Not for little kids that song, nor all palates.

Read more... )
 
 
Current Mood: Up Too Fuckin' Long
Current Music: Oingo Boingo - Grey Matter
 
 
1smut_princess
26 January 2009 @ 07:20 am
I need some HQ screencaps of Glozelle and Prunaprismia - if anyone has any links to that, I'd be really grateful for the assist. (Making a banner and I'd like G and P to get in on it. And I need to find a good pickie of a teddybear... hmm...)
 
 
Current Mood: *shclepping*
Current Music: MIS - On It (Assemblage Remix)
 
 
1smut_princess
I'm having problems with Memories, and this post is a full synopsis of what I've got in mind for the fic. So that means that I'm going to give away details of the plot and whatnot, so that qualifies as SPOILERS ya'll. But, as a story is more about how it is told than what it contains (in my opinion and experience that is), I'm comfortable discussing the details and getting some ideas and assisstance from ya'll. (God I love that contraction, such a nice, clear plural 'you', even if it is a Southern thing)
I also feel that upon reading the details, that even if that gives away the ending and some of the scenes, it doesn't detract from the enjoyment of the story as a whole. But if it does for you, then feel free to turn back now. I'm posting one last SPOILER ALERT here, a nice big SPOILER SPACE as a last warning.

Spoilers behind here ya'll! )
 
 
Current Location: In the snuggle-flomp place
Current Mood: Do you mind if I flomp here?
Current Music: Combichrist - This Is My Rifle
 
 
1smut_princess
09 January 2009 @ 11:48 pm

I went on my first date ever! Okay, yeah sad - at 26 and after having several very long term relationships... I've never been on a date before. Well - tonight I have finally been on one! It was fun. Basically I decided that Justin shall be my victim, as he is fun, sweet, cute, and has a mild crush on me. We were gonna go out on Saturday, but he emailed me earlier today that he wouldn't be able to go. So, at around 6ish tonight, I decided I was gonna call him - and I did! I was all "Come out with me tonight" and he was all "Okay! What'd you have in mind" ... I had no clue what I had in mind. I figured, hey I called him, I asked him out - he should now come up with somehting. So we wet for coffee. It was fun... Yes it twas.
Nifty factoid about him - he's a registered ninja and he used to be a bodyguard. Spent a year or so doing that. Was showing me some of his scars - hes' been stabbed, shot, cut and burnt. Sexy, yet horrible. Did I mention he's tall and lanky and a brunette? Man, I love it when men are tall, lanky, and brunette. Hence why I would so do evil things to Ben Barnes and/or Caspian. Ben I'd probably just wind up snuggling the hell out of and being all domestic around. While Caspian.... *giggling* yeaaaah. I won't mention that... Sorry, buzzing high on coffee and adrenaline.
 
 
1smut_princess
19 November 2008 @ 07:38 pm

Title: Flitter
Author: Rhion
Rating: K
Summary: People pass through our lives like butterflies.
Genre: Hurt/Comfort/Fluff
Disclaimer: Me no own, you no sue!

AN: I was talking to Nat and Autumn, and I said that people come and go like butterflies… Which put this idea in my head. Written for the Stolen Moments YahooGroup's Session One Fic Challenge. I leave the ending ambigious so you can decide what happens. Personally I think she stays, but didn't want to actually say it, because I feel it would ruin the delicacy of the story.

 

They Flitter Through My Life Like Butterflies )
 
 
Current Location: Couch
Current Mood: *sniffs happily*
Current Music: Tom Jones - Sexbombs
 
 
1smut_princess
19 November 2008 @ 07:17 pm
I almost never invest in like 'extra' personal care items. You know - like perfume. Sure I own more makeup than God, and enough lotions and facial stuff to go into business for myself.... But I almost never buy perfume. Even if I really like it. I mean, okay, most of the perfumes I like are pretty costly, and if I hafta decide between getting my hair done or buying a perfume - I'll chose my hair every time. It's my one major vanity. I have the coolest hair - period. Really I do, it's so soft and it's always shiny, and it's straight but has some body and a little bit of a curl at the ends.... It's lovely. My stylist says regularly that she hates me, because no one's supposed to have hair like mine - it'll take a beating, beg for more like Su begging Caspian to fuck her into the ground, and get back up and look like I just got it styled. All with minimal upkeep and care. A decent shampoo and the occaisional conditioner application, running my fingers through it - and it's just like "Meh, whatever I can take it" sorta hair. When I get it dyed Tracy has to use a minum of three bottles of dye. Most ppl only need two for my length of hair - maybe. But yes, so I don't pick anything over my hair, because when ti's bright like it is now - it just begs to be touched. And I love it. Hey I hate the rest of me, but my hair? Oh snap no one can ever say anythin' 'botu that or I'll seriously hurt them. Call me ugly, call me fat, call me whatever you like. But if you seek to insult my hair by saying it's bright or unnatural - I'll just giggle and take it as a compliment.
It makes me look younger, it makes me feel good and the only downsides to it are that I hafta get ti done every 6 weeks to maintain the vibarancy. That's it!
So yes, I don't do perfumes cuz the ones I like cost so much as a rule of thumb.
But I love Thierry Mugler's Angel. On me it smells light, sweet, and sensual with a hint of spicy to it. Now granted some ppl say it smells like bugspray - but it's probably cuz the ppl they're smelling it on bathe in it or don't have the right body chemistry for it. Or the person smelling it prefers strictly floral scents, y'know what I mean? So I love this perfume. I'm generally more of a Hypnotic Poison or Dior's Fahrienheight (yes it's a men's cologne but on me it smells like pure smex, plus it's spicy, and I dig that.) But I've been slowly breaking down, craving the scent of Angel like nobody's business. Today I went to the West Edmonton Mall (that's in Alberta dears, and it used to be the largest mall in the world, and it still has the world's largest mall parking lot), and went to the Bay (it's a department store). And I wanted to torture myself, maybe see if I could buy a few sample sizes or something.... Well there's a gift set, that has a 1.7oz bottle, a 25mL travel refillable bottle, and two decently sized tubes of lotion and shower gel. This generally retails for oh... 90-100cad. Well I got the display set, and it had been opened, the lady gave it to me for 54$ including GST. How nifty is that? So I'm sitting here writing chapter 24 of Lurking, and all I can do is sniff my chest from time to time, cuz it just smells so good... soooo good. Silly I know. But it does! *huggles bottle*
And there was my little vain rant, generally not something I do, but hey - when you don't have much you like about your looks, it's nice to have at least a couple things to focus on every now and then to remind yourself that you're not as unattractive as you think. I needed it today, and have been needing it. So yeah....
 
 
Current Location: Curled Up On Couch
Current Mood: Whee!
Current Music: Marcy Playground - I Smell Sex And Candy
 
 
1smut_princess
16 November 2008 @ 10:41 pm
Over on Stolen Moments YahooGroup, a fic challenge has been issued. If you're curious or interested - go check it out.
 
 
Current Mood: *playing with words*
Current Music: Nina Simone - Sinnerman
 
 
1smut_princess
15 November 2008 @ 06:48 pm

Title: Lurking in the Shadows - Chapter 23
Author: Rhion 
Rating: NC-17 
Summary: He wasn't a nice man by any notion of the word. In her eyes he was little more than a robber baron, some goon who overthrew those around him by cunning and might. And he had a terrible temper. 
Disclaimer: Me no own, you no sue. Put those freakin' lawyers away.... 
Genre: AU, Suspian. Angst, romance, and happy endings.
AN: This one's a bit smluffy. It's to make up for what'll be happening. Plus I needed to introduce Peredur. He's important. I know it's a bit 'late in the game' to be introducing new characters, but sometimes new ones are necessary and old ones get cycled out as their usefulness to the plot dwindles. That doesn't mean I'll be discarding old ones by any means, but it does mean that sometimes there'll be somewhat 'filler' sections that aren't as plot heavy, because they're there to aid some interpersonal developement or show new interpersonal maturity/relationships.
I will be posting 23 on the susancaspian LJ community on Monday, and on FF.net on Tuesday. Hopefully by staggering the places of where I post things, it'll draw some more attention to this YahooGroup, and hopefully encourage some more posting here too. As well as elsewhere. My good friend Tannana has agreed to do some art for this group, and that's absolutely splendid. That's all for now folks. So, same bat place, same bat day, there'll be section 24. No wait, I forgot I travel on next Sat, so I'll be posting it early. Forgot, oops. But Nov 20-22 I'll be incomudicado because of that. So, good work ya'll, we're at 20+ memebers in just a couple days! Whoopeee!
It can be found at the yahoogroup: groups.yahoo.com/group/suspian_casue/
As well as a bonus story.
 
 
Current Mood: *needs foodies*
Current Music: Tummy Rumblin's
 
 
1smut_princess
14 November 2008 @ 10:48 pm

*jaw drop*
Okay so there's been a pretty overwhelming response to Lurking, people comin' outta the woodwork etc. What I'd love to see though is some other authors and whatnot get the same responses and critiques too, I'd also like to see some more work filling out the fansites and whatnot. I'm happy cuz I saw alot of stuff over on [info]susancaspian and that's great! Now we just need some fic, some more art, some more vids... Okay I know, I know, don't expect a deluge, but I'd still like to see that.
My little YahooGroup also has got 16 members now (including me) and that's not bad. I'd like to see some more soon ppl there, and there'll be stories there that I post nowhere else, or at least at an extreme delay. C'mon, the group is there for everyone to participate in etc, so let's get this party started!
Also to any Dark!Fic Narnia writers out there, I'm considering starting a community/group for that too, because it'll be any pairing, rating etc... No taboo too taboo to touch etc. Of course it'd be invite only, members only, because some of it may be a bit much for some people's delicate sensibilities, or because the creator of said Dark!Stuff isn't comfortable sharing it with everyone who's not on the list/group.
I'm gonna keep promoting until I see some universal progress. I'm a woman on a mission now... Hopefully it's not too irritating. I know everyone's all "Oh the DVD release will help things pick back up" but what after that's worn off? Y'know? So, get some creative juices flowin', and get crackin' ya'll!
 
 
Current Location: Pillow Pile! Wheee!
Current Mood: *proverbial chicken*
Current Music: Oingo Boingo - Who Do You Want To Be?
 
 
1smut_princess
14 November 2008 @ 01:46 am

Title: Tiny

Author: Rhion

Rating: G

Summary: Something so tiny and defenseless – how could that belong to him? Ties into Lurking in the Shadows, sweetness and fluff.

Disclaimer: Me no own, you put them darn lawyers away.

AN:  Some stories I'll only be posting on list, this is one of them. Join up to get the inside scoop, earlier posting times, writing workshops (If I can get five ppl interested for say... November 30th, that'll be the first one, if anyone has a better time suggestion, I'm open to it. I'll be travelling though from the 19-28th of this month, so yeah), challenges, idea bouncing, help working through writer's block - hey ya'll, it's open. Come take a look. *is done with shameless plugging*

This story, and soon to be more, can be found here: groups.yahoo.com/group/suspian_casue/ 

 
 
Current Location: 0n 4h3 c0uc4
Current Mood: w00t
Current Music: Orbital - Funny Break
 
 
1smut_princess
13 November 2008 @ 07:49 pm

Title:  The Unhappy Prince

Author: Rhion

Rating: G

Summary: Sometimes you just can’t seem to have things go your way, and so yell it out to everyone in range. Sorta ties into Lurking in the Shadows.

Disclaimer: For what I own is not the characters, nor the place, but I do use these words to pay homage to those who’ve gone before….

AN: For the susancaspian LJ Community weekly drabble, ‘Despair’

XXX
 

Who's An Unhappy Little Man? )

 


 
 
Current Mood: *bouncebounce*
Current Music: Mark Saul - Love the Technology
 
 
1smut_princess
13 November 2008 @ 04:02 pm

Have you ever been in a fandom, and it's going along great - then suddenly it seems like it dies off? 
Or, have you ever read a story, watched a vid, or enjoyed a lovely piece of fanart... and wondered why the creator didn't make more?
Artists - of word, paper, or digital media.... have you been sucked in by a fandom, you're loving it..... but then you lose the will to continue?
Okay, here's why: 
No dialogue. No open communication.
Fandoms are a sort of relationship, and relationships are work. Work you love, whether you spend time reading it, watching it, or looking at it, or making it. What's the biggest killer of relationships? Lack of communication.....
Now I'm gonna use my old fandom as an example, it's a prime example.

The XMen movie came out in like what? 2000? And for that movie there was the 'shipper pairing for Wolverine and Rogue. Nine years later, and several movies later - it was not only glaringly obvious that Wolverine/Rogue would never end up together, but that the whole pairing was 'foolish' because after the first movie.... there was nothing to support the pairing.
Do you know what happened? 
Nothing. NOTHING AT ALL!
Nine years later almost, and guess what? It's still going strong. Yes it's not as big or as active as it was. But it's still active, and it's still got a huge fanbase.
And now you may be asking yourself why this is: a handful of dedicated shippers, and open lines of communication. Communication breeds and maintains excitement.
Yes life does get busy, school, work, real life and all those other wonderful things, and they are very important. Very important. But fandom is a place where like minds can meet, new friends can be made, skills can be brushed up, and creativity explored. Fandom is important for some of us for personal growth, because our eyes get opened to knew ideas from other ppl who share a common interest.

Now, how does this all apply to Suspian? It applys to all fandoms of which we partake. Some will be more involved or have more time to be involved, and that's fine, that's good. But if you enjoy something, then you probably want more of what you enjoy, right? So open up those lines of communication. Try reading an author you haven't read before, or watching a vid that you haven't watched, or clicking on a piece of art.... And if you have an idea for anything, why not try and explore it yourself too?
It may come off on FF.net that I was trolling for reviews, but that's not it, not exactly. What it was is the fact that I'm irked, and saddened, and disappointed - because Suspian/Casue fandom is coming to a near standstill. On the [info]susancaspian  community there's almost no activity. On FF.net the activity is minimal. And it's not cuz there aren't any readers, not when there's tables that show that there's X amount of unique IP hits a day, to give us some idea of where we're getting readers from and how many, how popular something is. Now, granted, I'm not one to talk, I had some RL stuff I had to take care of, and my own enthusiasm had waned some. Not only that but I can't promise to maintain a fixed pace in Suspian/Casue, but that doesn't mean I won't stay involved.

Ask yourself - do you gain enough enjoyment from fandom and your interraction with others here to put for even a small amount of effort? If the answer is yes, then please do. Open up those lines of communication, try your hand at something yourself. Reap what you sow, and sow what you reap. Now I myself am notorious for not reviewing - but that's mainly because I'm devoting myself to writing an expansive storyline, and that doesn't excuse me, but then again - when I do read something, I still try and give some sort of input. My lack of input merely means I haven't gotten to viewing someone's work, not that I'm not interested, or haven't taken the time to give a bit of what I recieved back.

Yes, I'm preaching and I heartily am sorry for that. Remember you don't have to review everytime or everything, it doesn't have to be eloquent and thought out, but just give a touch back for what ya get out of it.

Okay, sorry, done yammering now.


On a different note:

I have made a YahooGroup for Suspian/Casue goodness, sometimes it's easier to shoot off an email than to sign in and hit a buncha buttons, and I contribute the WRBeta (wolverine/rogue) fandom's survival to the ease of communication. There are lovely sites for Suspian/Casue, caspianandsusan.com/fanfiction/ and then of course there's the [info]susancaspian  community. These are wonderful places, and this is a wonderful fandom, containing great authors, wonderful artists, and splendid vid makers - and the all important readers/viewers/watchers of all that's done here.
If you are interested in the YahooGroup, it can be found here: groups.yahoo.com/group/suspian_casue/
It's not real pretty yet, but I'm working on it, plus writing still at the moment, and attempting to answer all the reviews I've recieved. Whew, didn't expect that slew. Not that I'm complaining.
But the best way to show me that you're reading and caring, is to do a bit to support the fandom, and others works. Not just mine. Of course, dont' stop supporting me ^_^ because I like it and it invigorates me, but take a look around, there's so much out there! And again, try your hand at a bit of fanwork, you just may like it.
 
 
Current Mood: *jaw has dropped*
Current Music: Random Spanish Music From Upstairs
 
 
1smut_princess
29 August 2008 @ 09:07 am
Well, I got good news and bad news: 
Bad news: I need sugury!
Good news: I can get surgury! (For a relatively low cost, while in the States I'd be paying something like 20thousand for it, I'll be paying more like 5 or 7thou up here - wonderbar.)

Bad news2: Because of being sick I haven't been writing. Like.. at all. So yeah. Stupid gallstones... god they even sound gross...
Good news2: I'm looped on my meds, so I'll see what I can birth out of this already insane brain. Though if its not coherent I won't post it.

Bad news3: I won't be able to post everyday anymore unless some weird mood strikes me and I manage to pound out 3 or 4 sections in two days. SO yeah.
Good news3: I'm not going to stop posting or writing despite the physical issues. So yeah.
 
 
Current Mood: You Really Don't Wanna Be Me
Current Music: None - Head Hurts Too Much
 
 
1smut_princess
17 July 2008 @ 09:27 pm

Title: A Mother's Love

Author: Rhion

Rating: G/K

Summary: Sometimes she would sing, and he would smile.

Disclaimer: Me no own, you know sue.

AN: Little!Caspian is curled up with my giant Eyore and he looks too cute for a muse. Why oh why did he have to have formed in my demented little mind a bit more than 24hrs ago? But he's just so... sweet... I can't help it! So here's this companion piece to To Be A Prince, and yes there's still a sequal planned, I just had this little image of a really really Little!Caspian and his mommy. Also wanted to set some tone for the sequal as well as broaden the story point where Pruniprismia says to Caspian, "Though of course no one ever asked what she thought," and the implication that Miraz was once a decent man. Or semi-decent. Probably more like Glozelle until he was pushed over the edge. Semi-cautionary for Caspian, y'know? But I'll go into that later. So this little bit of cuteness is here for y'all.

 

 

 
 
 
Current Location: Great White North
Current Mood: *boing*
Current Music: The Freaks Creeps - Get On The Dancefloor
 
 
 
 

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